Aug 07
3
I Need Sleep!
Posted by Stephen3
Tags: fears, prayer, rest, stress, thanksgiving, work
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I had to get up early this morning. One of my customers was coming to see me and I wanted to get in to work early to make sure everything was ready. So I set my alarm for 6am and went to bed an hour or two earlier than normal. I needn’t have bothered.
I lay awake staring at the ceiling, stressed about how things are going at work. Debbie fed Micah. He fell asleep. She fell asleep. I stayed awake. I prayed. I fretted. Some time after 1am it started to lightning and thunder. I knew Joel wouldn’t like that, and sure enough, he started to whimper. I went in and held him and comforted him for a while. Then I brought him into our bed. Eventually the storm passed and I took Joel back to his own bed. I was still awake.
By now I was bored, too, so I sat at the foot of the bed and played Tetris in the dark. I even beat my high score. I noticed the air conditioner was making an unusual gurgling sound, so I had a close look (in the dark) and saw that the condensation tray was overflowing. I went downstairs, got my flashlight, said Hi to the cats, and went outside (in my pajamas, to Debbie’s eventual horror) to unblock the tray outlet. I watched the water pour out onto the ground until the gurgling stopped, and went back inside. Got a cloth, mopped up the drips on the floor, put away cloth and flashlight and went and lay down. Still wide awake.
A little while later I heard soft footsteps outside my door. I got up to find Daniel wandering around saying he was scared of the thunder. The storm had ended over an hour ago–talk about delayed reaction. I held him and comforted him anyway, and tucked him back in bed. I returned to bed, still awake.
I eventually went to sleep a few minutes before 4am.
The alarm went off faithfully at 6. I lay there trying to calculate when, theoretically, I could get up to get a full eight hours of sleep. It took me a while to figure this out, and I was somewhat mystified that such a simple thing would take so long. I eventually ended up with an answer of noon and decided that wasn’t feasible. So I got up.
There were expressions of Shock! Horror! from coworkers at my being there so early. Bunch of comedians. I got straight to work though, got everything done that I’d planned, and finished a few minutes before my customer arrived. He got a good demonstration, was pleased and impressed, we had a good lunch, and he left. An excellent morning. And thankfully I’d been wide awake for the duration.
The afternoon proceeded a little slower. Big lunch, hot weather, and sleep deprivation. My concentration wavered, to say the least. I still managed to get everything done, so it was a satisfactory afternoon. On the drive home I wondered how on earth I was going to stay awake long enough to play with the kids and then eat. To my relief I was more awake for the drive / play / meal than I’d expected.
Afterward I went ice skating with Daniel. Cold air, exercise (such as it was, at slower-than-walking pace), and the cheerful chatter of a small boy. A good ending to the day.
For some strange reason today had a good start, a good middle and a good end, despite the sleepless night. Thank you for your prayers. I don’t think I could have made it today without them.
Now I’m hoping the kids sleep in tomorrow (Saturday).
